Dear mR cRaZy ,

Everyday, every moment that goes by I think of you. My brain tells me to give up, but my heart says I can't stop loving you. I spend all day dreaming of the moment you would call to say you feel the same way. As much as I try to pretend, the truth is, I can't stop loving you. I don't know how to stop.

I will cherish the moments we have spent together. I miss the way you look at me , I miss you calling me 'yunk', I miss you missing me, I miss everything about you, I miss our phone conversations,I miss the way you get angry with me,I miss the way you make me feel like I'm 'bingai' but most of all I miss you as my best friend.

I will place the moments we've shared together in a time capsule and hide it in the most secret place of my heart. And maybe 20 years from now, if or when we meet again, maybe then we can both open the capsule together and be reminded of our wonderful friendship.

Gosh, my life stinks! I mean I finally meet the right guy and he's not available. I'm in love with you but I can't be with you.

You can keep on denying it, you can keep hiding from it, but trust me you are only lying to yourself. Everyday I ask myself why ... why do I feel this way? Why can't I stop loving you? Then it dawned on me ... you put voodoo on me! Just kidding....hahahahaha

Before I go I want you to know that you will always have a special place in my heart, and like I've said many times before, I do not regret anything we've done. The only thing I regret is why it's take 20 years to make me realise that you already in my heart long time ago.

Please don't be scared, I want nothing but your friendship, well ... I do want more but I am willing to settle. I am not trying to make you feel bad or push you further away. I am just trying to make you understand what's in my heart.

I love you with all my heart ... and I will always love you

Love always,
mRs cRaZy

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